Friday, 14 November 2014

Things they are a changing

In May of 2014 I made a big change in my life by deciding to accept a job as a supply Nursery Assistant at a Pre-School. I hadn't had a job as an employee for 7 years and so it was a big change. Doing supply is a bit strange because you never really know how much you'll be working, what days, with what children and staff or what you'll be asked to do. You have to be really flexible and able to think on your feet. I absolutely love it!

I was a supply teacher for a number of years before I moved to the north of England, so I was used to the idea and I've had a fantastic time. Now though I'm coming to the end of my time as a Nursery Assistant because I made another momentous decision.

Recently some jobs were advertised at the Pre-School for Nursery Officers on long-term contracts and I jumped at the chance to apply. I was shortlisted, interviewed and secured one of the posts, so in January I start an 8 month contract to work regular hours for a regular wage. This is a major change in my life because I haven't worked like that since the end of 2004!

I'm actually really looking forward to the regular income, but also the chance to build relationships with a small group of children and families and put all my education skills to good use in a wonderful setting.

It's going to be a massive change, because it means going 'out' to work every day rather than just working in my office at home. It means knowing how much money I'll have coming in each month. It means having to be more organised about doing house chores and preparing and cooking food in advance. It means not being able to work in whatever I fancy (including pjs), because I'll have a uniform. It means having to go to the bus stop in all weathers and having to work until a set end time, rather than just deciding I've had enough for the day.

I'm going to keep doing the freelance writing I do, so I'll be doing that in the evenings and at weekends (back to the old days again).

So many changes and adventures to look forward to!!

Sunday, 9 November 2014

Silent Sunday 9/11/14


Tuesday, 4 November 2014

That's the way to do it

It came to me - as these things often do - in the shower. Showering is a bit like meditation, I do the same things every time, so my brain switches to auto-pilot and my mind is free to wander.

Anyway, the blog problem and how I was going to tackle it...

The blog had become a chore, I'd fallen into a rut of doing memes, writing what other people dictated me to write, responding to prompts even when actually I had nothing in particular to say, but I felt - having agreed to participate - obliged to say something.

And I was over-planning. I have three month's worth of blog editorial calendar staring at me and it all sucks. So guess what? I'm binning it.

My son is now 15, doesn't want me to write about him any more, which I completely respect. I'm 46, working and writing, a mum and a Scout Leader. Sometimes I dress smart and sometimes I rock a rather bright purple onesie. Sometimes I read the Daily Mail and sometimes I read books on theology. I'm interested in lots of things but my blog and I were labelling myself as a 'work from home mummy blogger, Nursery Officer and Scout Leader'. I am all those things, but when did I stop being Sarah?

So, after much thought, here's where the blog is going...

It's a blog about me and what I'm interested in. It's going to be unashamedly my online journal, it's going to have no particular theme or agenda. I'm going to write about what strikes me as interesting and take it from there. You're very welcome to join me on my journey.

Sarah x

Monday, 20 October 2014

My poor neglected blog

My poor blog has been sitting here for a while neglected and unloved while I struggled to work out where I want to take it next.

At 15 Boyzilla is no longer that keen on being written about and I respect that.

I don't particularly want to write about play and early years stuff here (even though that's what I write about elsewhere).

I tried getting involved in lots of memes because I thought that would help give purpose to my writing, but I've just found it constraining.

Don't think I've stopped writing because I absolutely haven't, it's just that at the moment I'm writing largely for an audience of one as I try to work out where I'm going in the world.

It's possible that this blog has reached the end of tis natural life I'm just not sure yet, but I didn't want to just stop writing it without putting a 'goodbye for now', post here.

And so, as I close this blog for now I wanted to say thank you to all of you who've read and commented over the years and have offered me friendship and support.

Will I be back here? I honestly don't know. I'm not putting any pressure on myself or imposing any timescales on making a decision, I'm just going to wait and see.

Sarah x

Monday, 6 October 2014

Meal Planning Monday - 6th October 2014 - #MealPlanningMonday


Slightly strange week this week because it's my Birthday and also Hubby is away for most of the week and Boyzilla and I have a few evening things on. Anyway, here's the plan...

Monday: Hubby & I - our favourite Thai restaurant
               Boyzilla: Pasta and Pesto

Tuesday: Fish and chips

Wednesday: Soup and a sandwich

Thursday: Macaroni Cheese

Friday: Pasta and Pesto

Saturday: Homemade Pizza

Sunday: Chicken Dinner